holala! (: first, i'm sorry cousin cause i give it a miss to your invitation today. dady&mumy was too tired. :P
watched a band performance on tv in the morning. i was being brought back to my old memories. damn! everything that going on daily in my life reminds me of you. but i keep myself strong. doing my best to be iron lady. i hate this shitty feelings sey.
i love guitar so much. just because of you. you made me fall in love with the unique instrument as well as you. but you left me just like that. i'm still thinking of you although i told my friends i'm not. i'm still missing you even though i still deny it. how about loving you? i'm really not sure. i'm still not used to not getting your calls. damn!
now i'm listening to the oldies rock band. Wings. damn! i love Awie can? i love his voice. i love the guitarist too. he really reminds me of you. missing listening to u sing and play your guitar on the phone.
am i still wishing for you to call me? fat hope. your ego is as big the sea. i have to admit i miss you so much. but i'm moving on in life. i'm sure i'll be happy without you in my life. thank you for the wonderful memories. it'll stay with me forever. you're the most loving& pampered guy i ever had. thanks.
