idk, i'm just blank. i have lots to blog but i'm lost of werds. i'm missing lots of things.the risk that i'm taking, i'm not gonna search you out.
something just triggers me and it made me feel useles. ): idk, seriously. what is the fucking thingie that keeps bugging me. it seems that i'm trying to run away from it. ohh God, you're the only one who can help me. please keep me to ease and calm. i'm missing him too much. i just want to know the reason why he's doing this. sometimes, i wonder why am i so stupid to be with him. Fucking lotsa time you keep hurting.but still i've not yet learned my lesson. still carry on loving you. you're not being fair to me ; i'm not being fair to myself.
i'll not make you my 1st priority in my life&i'll make u an option in my life. Thank You boy.
-CLOSE CHAPTER-
okay. i've open a new love life with NUNU! weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!hahaks ! our official date is 23rd April 2009 @ 10.06pm. that's was when our love start to bloom!hahahs !
Loving u hubby NUNU! ;p
anyways, my fingers are getting numb now. :P keep playing my new baby(guitar) from last night.. weeeeee. i'm loving my skills and my music teacher. OH HE SO CUTE! :Pokay. i'm off for now k?
