i'm feeling very sleepy after i took my medication. but still i couldnt sleep in peace. this thing is bothering me. really bothers me. world seemed to be full of hard elbows and backbitings.
when i'm ready and already finding the happiness with you, your leave. idk, i'm in what mood right now. it can be cranky, upset, angry or even frustrated. frustrated&angry cause being accused. upset&disappointed cause of the false accuse.-ment?
idk. seriously.mumy and siblings must be worried seing me crying in the dark room all alone.how caring can they be? gfs, consoling me ; making me cry even more. how fortunate i am to have them on earth being with me?
idk, felt very rejected and super duper low with your words. imy. ): haishh.. i miss u badly. serious.)': miss talking to u till late night hearing u playing your guitar and sing for me. miss your chitty chatty mouth. miss your kiss. ): miss everything about you. miss his nasty jokes. miss his stupid question "can i slp with u tonite?" miss u calling me mama. ): why? why must is be now? why not few months later? haishh..
