i don't wanna blog about this, but i THINK you force me to. i'm sorry if what i'm gonna say here gonna hurt u deep down or whatever la kay?
who the hell didn't want to go out? like seriously la! i told you isnt it? u guys plan. i go with the flow. beep me when everything's confirmed. some were busy with bfs? err.. i dont think i am. but well... i think bf does matter to them u see. some were busy werking? and also, i'm not working, but i will get a job soon. (: some were plainly un-interested? YES! that's me. why? you hate it. well too bad babe. i'm not interested. cause all u guys do is, confirm and cancelled and so on.
seriously, i've planned what to do with my cousin yesterday, but you girls were in my mind, i cancelled it with them, and end up this happened?
seriously, babe I know you're reading this, i seriously hate what you've told me on msn last night. since fucking when did i say you're not needed in the circles of friends? you're making me wanna give up on this friendship even more! stop having this stupid fucking feelings can?! cause i know, i can't console you anymore. i'm not the good friend you used to know. i've moved on. i'm not the girl who you can rely on. not the one who understands you. Infact, i think since last time i'm not the one.
who the fucking hell don't miss my girls? of course i missed them. but they were too busy with things. so i'll let time decide what's gonna happen next.
i know, in ur mind, u might think that i've changed fucking damn lots! infact, you even said i've changed. that's my life, and that's me. so i'll decide on what good and bad for me. thanks for your care and concern all this while.
if u think by leaving me is the coolest and good thing and will make ur life better out there, go ahead, i'm no one to stop you babe. and if you think i'm still needed by you, well err.. nothing to say.
choose the best for you, cause life has nvr been perfect for anyone, even millionaires and can you see.. all i do here is blame people and not myself. err.. WHATEVER LA! (:
