i'm fucking dont know what to do.
i'm fucking dont know how i should convey this to you.
cause, simply i'm not getting what i want and what we planned for.
i'm reluctant to trust you.
everything changed right after we were officially together.
i'm not sure what exactly you needed.
you want the real relationship or just hanky panky relationship or just the sake of it (like zie said)
or issit me? not understanding?
stupid? selfish? everything?
idk.
busy, busy and busy non stop??
i hate the word busy!
FUCK!!
