ok! first, welcome back kak ain! (: at last. the room is occupied by her again.
everynight will be disturbed by the bed as she keeps on moving to the right and left. =x
guess what? dady talked to me. (:
alhamdullilah
yaya the best! (: he nvr fail to make me feel secured.
shared with him how i'm feeling right now, because.....
tmr's my O lvl mid yr mt result.
dammit! dammit! dammit! see! when i'm writing this, i heart beats faster.
urghh.i feel so insecure because of my composition. serious shit! i wrote
rubbish! out of point gile!
shit shit shit! i dnt know how to describe.
i also think that during my oral, i talked w/o thinking.
just spit out whatever in my mind.
but the invigulator said "lawa jam awak!"
what does that mean?? hmm.. good?~ or just wanna make me feel good?
okok! i should get my hands off the computer!
no more msn-ing.
no more friendster-ing.
URGH!
yes i need to do it! noooo matter what.
need to mug 24/7.
issit gonna happen?
okay... i'm gonna be strict to myself.
what i am suppose to do from now on:
1.no msging any guy w/o any reason except wady
2.no msn if there no files to pass around.
3.after school, ,stay back if you want. if dont want, go home rest for a moment and continue revising.
4.don't be rude to parents and siblings.
5.get closer to Allah
6.at least revise 3 topics of sci. (chem&phys) 3 each.
7.by hook or crook, practice maths everyday.
8.memorise geog content before sleeping.
9.be attentive in mr ravin's lesson! no more jokes. SERIOUS MODE!
10.get slimmer HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (:
