companied by hot chocolate. peribahasa is a killer. it nvr belong to my love category ever before. ewww.
f&n is a murderer.
everything is a killer can? =x
guess what? i pulled through. haha!
i completed my geog, mly and finally f&n.
now squeezing my brain with mr R's maths paper.
shira missed me. awww. babe i miss u too hun..
but time did not allow us to meet.
its okay, i'll rush down after my performance to meet u okay?
but tak promise tau.
we'll consider again when we should meet up ayte.
zie! happy 4 years anniversary!
wow! still standing strong.
i ought to find a bf now! =x
babe. it's tough being far away from each other. i'm sure he has to go through a hard time without u ard.
u too right. missed each other very much.
i may not actually know how u feel. but i guess we gonna be in the same boat too.
at least u will have the chance to meet him when holidays arrived.
but me... haha!
leha mcm paham!
anyways, congrats and insyallah, u will still stay strong with ISKANDAR alright.
basically, this whole week busy with extra classes, consultation day and band.
serious shoot! its not a holiday to for me.
i'm looking for 29th march. i cant wait for it to pass.
i specially, need the time to catch up with my school work.
another concert coming up. 6 april. looking forward too.
cause the GOH is our PRIME MINISTER.
big deal? yes it is okay!
we are honoured. cause we performed for SR Nathan before
and now, PM?
=) work hard my lovelies juniors.
i may not be performing cause stepping down.
but i guess i want to plead a suggestion for us to perform. =)
school gonna be open soon. meaning stress will be add on.
oppss.. no no. lots of challenges. =x hehe.
this afternoon, completed almost half of the tons of hmwrk.
did some motivational quotes and pasted it on the wall.
i miss teacher's heaven.
saw dee&wan at admiralty yesterday. was super excited but we are far apart. =(
haha. this 2 love birds. miss them to the max.
miss my lovelies sec 5! they are awesome ayte.
some conflict in band. quit it people.
no use having all this conflict. it bring us no where.
we will still be the same.
no use of getting angry, sad, disappointed. everyone have their own opinion.
but just keep it to yourself, your opinion to avoid conflict.
i've learnt my mistake not to speak freely.
should think before i speak. my words may affect other's feelings.
so do my feelings. with that kinda attitude, it lessen my friends circle.
i've learn from there.
think ayte lovelies, dont argue or quarrel for whatever the reasons are.
just remember all the good memories we had last time instead of the opposite.
i'm looking forward for this to settle.
to whom it may concern(not my bandmates, not my gf) :
afterall, i think you're the one. too bad situation doesnt allow to understand and love.
came back from china, alhamdullilah, i thank god u came beck safe and sound.
although you're having fever. it worries me when no one takes care of you after all left the world.
telling me, you're going in 3 to 4 years time. not only going, but migrating.
it hurts deep down. you said i will always be in your mind and heart. will that be the promise?
i don't think so. i've tried my best to let the past be bygone. but i don't think i can.
sorrow and anger is haunting me.
why love him?
why still waiting?
how stupid am i to fall into the trap?
am i really sure he's the one?
many complicated questions came across me.
your sweet, good words conquered me. tried fighting it, but still...
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excluding myself from you its better.
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