randomas you know. its already in december now. in weeks time, GCE N level result will be release.
day by day, my heart pumping real fast.
i'm just being to scared to face the reality.
it's kinda a shame if i can't go sec 5. cause people said N level is so chicken feet!
all those promises, will determine by my result.
the pending of the results is really haunting me day and night.
what if i couldnt make it& my other gf make it?
will i be look down by them? or other way?
even now my heart pumping too fast.
especially when i'm alone.
how can i despair this feelings?
dammit! YaAllah please help me.
let the result turn out to be good for me.
let me fulfil my promise to everyone that are still waiting.
let them be happy with me especially my parents.
even if i can't make it to sec 5, i have my plans.
but i really want to fulfil my past promise to my parents.
Amin.
hiding things, you won't go far okay.
serious. stop hiding things man.
it add on the burden to yourself.
let it out to me man!
stop making me guessing.
stop playing this guessing game with me.
if you're not gonna make it clear, stop being so caring bout me.
IDK! YaAllah! please help me. ):
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