UTTERLYDISAPPOINTMENT!alright. basically. stuff have not been right for me and her.hmm the rest was fine.
i was disappointed. or she was the one whu was suppose to be disappointed?
well. sometimes i do think about it.
what's the use of friends? or even better GERLFRIENDS?
they may be good at times. but not all the times.
the moment we spend together can be memorable to them.
to me?
zie. im sorry if u're reading this. but ryte. i cant stand it anymore.
i don't know what else to do.
but sometimes i do feel that im useless among all.
serious. i just get myself right with u guys.
sometimes i feel like letting go.
but i know if i let go, u guys will hate me.
i'm not being selfish here. but if i go on. im the most fucktard person in the world.
i can't click with u guys. serious. i may find happiness with u guys.
but some i can't. hatred maybe.
or i'm the only one who feel it when she just go with the flow?
it hurts with ignorance.
really hurt.
even if i offline. she'll make an effort to type out to offline msg.
and i'll read it wen i'm online again.
but no respond.
utterly disappointment.
im sooo sorry, but i need to let it go here.
im sorry.
haishhh
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