things have been really great in school. everyone tried to cheer me up. n dey did. iskandar said im crazy&high todae. yes i am iskandar. but i pretend to. lehaaaaaa lying! HAHA! ok wadever.
im sorry if i hurt u. my apology maybe unsincere to u. but i am. im at fault. if i din spit out how i feel. its wont happen now. i regret. im sad dat u're down. but i hope u accept my apology. thanks for believing me to be ur bestfriend or should i put it as best pal. i appreciate our friendship all this while. its difficult to maintain a platonic friendship like me&syafiq. but. i jus dunnoe how it comes& i let it go. maybe im too angry.. maybe im too neglected. maybe im jealous.
ouhh gosshh im sensative nowadays. i jus need more friends. ): yes u're close with them. it is sooo obvious. im jus angry bout the friendship between me u&her. she is like in her own world after stepping down. she lead to her own life ryte now. but she still talk to me. sms me. chat with me at msn. how bout u? did u do dat to her? u did dat to me. yes i appreciate it. i miss the old time the 3 of us spend time together during sectional. after band went to macs&bubble tea. it took bout goin a year for us to built this relationship. i don't wish to give up on it. i dont want to give up on it.
its not the matter of the picture or wad. i dun care with whu u wanna take picture with. im not jealous. get this clear. i miss the threesome. during the occasion. i felt lonely coz she din come. i thought dat day will make us meet together n spend time together. but im wrong. remember ur birthday present i gave u? remember the lollipop i gave u? remember? i treasure my frenship SERIOUSLY. dats why im being very straight forward with my friends.
i am sorry too. i regret-ed wad i've said to u. & i hope those whu know bout dis matter, will not gimme one kinda face. jus remember im not blaming on this matter. its a misunderstading. ok u guys may support him. but... nvm forget it. thanks for accepting me in ur family. & it will be good if u guys still take me as ur family.
thanks people for making my band practice a perfect one. thanks. especially to u. for making my life&her a good one during our good time.
