Things has gone really wrong in the band. They took everyone for granted. The worse thing was u guys take urself for granted. OMG! i think i've not done my job as a senior major. ok. im here jus to clarify things.
sir have 2 bands. tw&wrs. ok i agree wrs not a REAL band. we dun have the same heart. they take advantage of themselves. but we are not the same as tw. please. dun compare us with them. we are different from them. please dun compare. they are much better than us i know. u said dat to me im offended. i felt i have not done my job as a senior major. seriously i don't know wad else am i suppose to do. im confused. im tired. u guys perform without telling ur leader? is dat what we call one heart? u guys think u guys are perfect. people may not agree with me. but im clear bout myself. YES!! i laugh during drilling! YES! coz u guys dunnoe wad im goin thru at home. band is the oni place i can get myself to laugh. but anithing for wrs band.
i've let sir down soo fucking many time. my mind is black ryte now. i dunnoe wad else am i suppose to do. SERIOUSLY! can anione help me?? theres up&down in the band. but ryte now its down. ferst day of the camp u guys let him down. ferst in the morning by the st'john performance. second order the food b4 telling us the cost. full band was SUCKS! ok i'm not ard yesterdae. ok its not fair for me to say anithing dat i din see. but. for once can u guys make sir happy. let him smile everytime he come for band practice. can?? remember the time we play AS4 dat make him smile n wanted to cry of happiness?? remember?? the time we shared everything together?? pleasee... dun ever let other compare us with them. we are different from them. people are there, anytime to condemn us. to laugh at us. already theres sumone from other cca goes "how come can get bronze?" getta out of here motherfucker!!
we are the band who are not asking for money. we need contribution from u guys for our own use. to potocopy scores. to make up a very GRAND&GOOD investiture. cant u guys understand dat?? In band u guys are trained to go thru hardship,leadership&team spirit. but i dun see dat in wrs. the sec 4s are living us. i hope that's the last badge of pupils who spread conflict in the band. i hope the next generation of the majors will do a better job than me. i'm not a good example. dun follow me NEW GENERATION OF MAJORS. do a good job. do a better job. make others look up on us. make sir smile everytime he enter the band room. make urself happy with your playing. improve on urself. ur seniors are not dere u help u play hide n sick animore.
please im begging u guys. be a better person.
soo yea. todae went band practice. i tot i was late. but no im not. hmm watched PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!! omg! ok im outdated! ok im sooooooooooo in love with the movie! can i say im in love with the phantom?? heehs! LAME! den drilling. *bleah!!* drilling was sucks! serious! sucks! den lunch. yukss.. lunch.. ok no comment. mumy's cooking better =X no offence. had sectional for 2 hours. *im hungry!* i din finish the food. den full band conducted by kok seng. =D b4 goin home. do drilling for 1/2 hrs. den home sweet home.
MAMA BOY,me, our mumy took us home! heehs! MAMA BOY. i think i'm gonna be MAMA GIRL! =x
