its late. im thinking if i wanna go band practice.
SERIOUSLY! its in 8am in the morning. i have to draaaaaaaaaag my butt to get up from bed!
stilll having LOTS! of hmwrk not done yet. MATHS! is killing me! ouhh allah pls help me
im weak gurl who need lotssss of motivation from everyone in this werld! :)its coming. really coming. its very near. i dun feel good.
i want someone to be with me. right by my side.
im afraid. pls don't haunt me. :(
its like a nightmare to me. i'm not ready yet. please.......
u're frightening me. i'm begging u. leave me alone.
2 months and the nightmare will disappear. i can't wait for it. im waiting for myself to succeed.
the demotivation is a bad nightmare for me. i don't have the urge for it.
ouhh ALLAH. plsss. u're the only one can help me. noone else except u.
u're the only one can help me lose this feeling. plsss.. i'm begging u.
i'm trying to be pious kinda gerl. but i can't i'm still fighting for it.
ALLAH i respect the most. u're the only one can help. plssss..
AMIN.
yaaarrrr...im invisible. i love being invisible. i don't wanna be someone else.
i hope someone really see me when im invisible. no one cares. i don't care too!
gooooooo to helllllllllll!!i miss WANDY,HAFIZ(not our skul) sooooooo much. i miss them.
i wonder if "Dat thing" didn't happened between me&wandy. things gonna be good ryte now.
but too bad. i arranged it, ALLAH decide. i accept.
but i miss him teribbly.
HAFIZ, i miss ur voice. the time we had together on the phone.
left with all the sweet memories.
i miss u badly. i wish i cud meet u again. :(
plsss.. im desperately need u with me now. i want u. pls.bye.nites.Labels: i begging u ALLAH.
