Things have not been good. EVERYTHING is in a MESS!! i get frustrated easily! My family are falling apart. My father dun care because he was so disappointed with my second sis. BUT! dat doenst mean he can ignore me as the way he ignored my sis RYTE?! Im not at fault! My mom was sick. Im very werried wen she fall sick. i CANT! see her suffer it makes me wanna cry! EVERYBODY in the house ignored me, except for KAK LYNN! Im lack of attention NOW! my second sis make lots of problem to my parents! Im so disappointed in her! She get influence easily. My grandma, keep asking me the same question. I CANT CONCERNTRATE ON MY SCHOOL WORK!
In school. i jus got my English CT paper. I failed my English CT by 1 mark. :( Mr faraz keep picking on me! He discourage me! I HATE HIM! he makes me feel as if im the werse in the class! Mdm aisyah also! EVERYTHING is not ryte! im not myself!
I've not been turning up for band for quite sumtimes. I felt guilty for not attending band prac. I'm sorry members if im the fault of sir getting angry. SYF cuming soon. the band is not ready yet. Im werried for dem n for myself. Im feeling down. Im not in a mood. i failed every single subject! NOW, i only have my frens. (zie,ain,nita,rohze&sum of band members)
PS: mom: Get well soon! i miss ur smile! dad: Please dun ignore me. i feel as if im at fault. second sis: Please change for the sake of urself&US! Sir: Dun get angry,its not gud for ur health. I'm sorry. Frens: Thanks for being there for me. I appreciate u guys! without u guys, theres noone for me to talk to.
