nuthing much...dis few daes...sumthing sad happen to me...its between me...ain n suzi...for me...we r not close as last tyme...i make look happie wif my smile...but deep in my heart...its bleeding...well..in secondary skool lyfe..i was darmed close to ain...but now??my realationship between her...??dunnoe laaa...haishh...:((((...y must it happens now??2oo6 is a bad year for me...i failed in everything...ain oso dun understands how i feel...noe her for 3 years...but...she still dun understand me??WAT THE HELL!!!well..now i realise..its better not to hav a bestfren...its better to hav close fren n gud frens...u will suffer to hav a bestfren....den..sumtymes...dey will hav sum plan during the weekends...but dey didnt care bout me...dey didnt tell me bout it.....dey r not lyke tat last tyme..well..i think..its better for me not to disturb their frenship....b heppie owaes ain n suzi...=))